I could use a stiff drink right now. Or, you know, several.
I decided today that I want to get married and have a family. I’m still not a hundred percent sold on the idea that the children need to come from my uterus, but yeah, that’s the gist of it. Of course, my life is a million miles away from any place that would allow me to do the whole married with kids thing. And I won’t even address the issue of having a partner.
The man is not speaking to me this evening and I don’t know why. I wish it bothered me less. Oh well.
I wrote something. I used to write fiction constantly and I don’t do it anymore. This is a good first step. This thing that I wrote, or that I started writing, might be it. You know, the thing I was always supposed to write.
Feeling generally vacant right now. And sad.
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So I’m just going to throw this out there.. because its on my heart and I just want to say it. It seems your missing a puzzle piece in life. God is the missing piece. I know your probably rolling your eyes, but I’m dead serious. God blesses those that seek to know Him. Plain and simple. Give it a thought. He is waiting.
Okay. I’m done adding my two cents…. haha Go ahead….. go bash your “christian” friend on your blog! Haha 
But I’m dead serious. He is the secret to life.
Writing is good, good, good. You know, we’re starting a lit journal at my university, so if you ever want to submit anything, just let me know. I’m the fiction editor, so you’ve kinda got an in. Although I must remain objective, of course.